I didn't think you'd be back the way you left. Welcome back.
Don't let the mobs get you down. They just want content now immediately, more than yesterday, and they want you to bugtest their jar because yours is one of 20 mods they run that blackscreens, and you should have fixed that yesterday. Just let em go. Other peeps will help them, insult them, or ignore them for you. Just work on your mods.