thx a lot for the advice guys, I'm not sure to what extent it will actually help me, but a motivation is a good start none the less and having people stick up for me and help me out with kind words rather then trying to fix me with hurtful ones is a good feeling.
and people say no "real people" live on the internet, little do they know all trolls are actually caring thoughtful bros ;3
I, Lord of the Internet, declare this a waste of time.
thank you for being the ***** i wanted not to have to deal with,
as for the others, i know what you mean and i have been trying to think about how to tell her but I'm trying to take my time, she's sorta sensitive, like she's really stung cus i think she is trying to hide her true self sometimes and i don't wanna freak her out, i know it makes her sound sorta like a bad un-understandign person, but she isn't...as for the panic attacks i know i need to just try and control myself, btu sometimes its bad enough to the point i nearly black out....so I'm really worried, my self-confidence is a real problem and when people tell me I'm better then i say i am i always end up putting myself down cus its what i am used to, i just have trouble accepting or trying to be what i truly could be, if that makes any sense at all
i understand what you mean, but she is everything i want to be and she is truly an amazing person, everything I'm not is a bad way to describe it, cus obviously humans are more complicated then that....
i agree that even false confidence would be good, and i have been trying to build it up but its hard, i was bullied and pushed around all my life, so being worthless is like second nature to em now and its hard to change that after so long,
yes it does tear me up to see her with someone else, i am very happy that she is happy, but i hate myself cus she told me herself that at one point she could imagine us together, and the fact that id dint act on it back then kills me more then anything else....
and guys thx for the support, just the idea of support is helpful to me...and helps me calm down and figure stuff out.
hai guys, now i know most of you probably don't give a crap about some random persons life on the internet, but I'm really stressing out and i just wanted to vent into a community i expect to only insult me a little.
the fact si right now I'm stuck into a really hard position, first of all a while back like 2 years now i fell deeply in love with this girl, she was amazing (to me attest) and i never acted on it, we are still friends but I'm more like a brother to her now then anything (her exact words) and she is in a relationship with another friend of mine. i still feel deeply for her but i accepted that she is out of my reach and act the part of a loving brother now, always there for support in her problems. apart form that i now once again have stonrg feelings for this other girl, she is strong confident and everything I'm not, you could pretty much describe my life with the socially awkward penguin Meme. the thing is i really like her and i really like hanging out with her, but i have close to panic attacks when I'm in crowds of people, she dislikes hanging out with me in small troops let alone 1-1 and i get so flustered around her i feel like an idiot and bail out 1/2 the time.
im not sure what I'm expecting by posting here, just please don't tell me this is useless and a wast of my time and stuff like that, the last thing i need is some 10 year old idiot who doesn't even understand what its like to be in my position ripping on me cus he thinks he is lord of the internet even tho in reality he's probably more pathetic then me. no offence to anyone but thats how i feel.
now remember guys if you don't get an answer its cus mondays i pick the skins and worn on them throughout the week, so omnday i will post what skins i am making and then you guys will get them, not doing any this week tho :smile.gif:
But if capes were given to alpha players as well, you would literally have over a million people wearing capes, so they really wouldn't be that exclusive.
i never said they had to be exclusive and really i don't GAF, notch can do what he wants...give us capes? cool, don't? cool I'm down for that too, what i would truly like is taller space for you hat....
I personally do not understand why there is such elitism concerning capes, that it somehow must always be a mark of distinction and recognition for only alpha and/or beta players or only for those who came even before that. I think the blame must be placed squarely on Notch's shoulders, who started this whole thing of giving only a select few capes, for this way of thinking.
I don't want a cape because it would give me some bizarre notion of being "special" and more "special" than those (sarcasm) filthy, bandwagoners who bought in the game in beta and in full release. I already know I bought the game in Alpha and I don't see why or how that matters. We all play the same game and enjoy it. I want one because I think the cardboard thing attached to my shoulders, flapping behind me whilst I run looks bad ass. I like capes. Though, do not mistake me for begrudging those who already have capes such as those who attended MineCon.
As of now, I use a mod to give myself a cape and it probably looks a hell of better than anything Jeb or Notch could give me simply because it fits my avatar and Minecraft is all about customization for me. I can do whatever I want in the game. Perhaps I don't like a certain texture, well I can fix it to suit my tastes. Maybe I want my character to look like Santa Claus to celebrate the coming holiday, I can change that too. Want to build a grand, spacious Tudor Manor with beautiful French style gardens and fountains or a humble log cabin out in the forest? Yep, can do that too.
So yes, I would like a cape, one that I can use my own texture for. And there, of course, should be an option to turn off capes for those who simply don't want it.
Everyone should be able to make capes and simultaneously capes should be customizable by uploading a reskin just as players currently do with their in-game avatars.
Such a thing would not be difficult to code.
i don't think its so much difficult to code (since they pretty much already did it) as much as notch wants to keep capes as a special prize for certain people and events (IE minecon)
well i would love to help, i staff on meny other servers, i have been mod staff on meny other servers, i am mature enough by attitude to work when needed btu also able to joke around and have fun, by age i am 18, i have been playing mine craft since before alpha and i think i would be a good addition to your team :smile.gif:
also i speak english and french fluently..dunno how much it would help but its good to point out :smile.gif:
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and people say no "real people" live on the internet, little do they know all trolls are actually caring thoughtful bros ;3
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thank you for being the ***** i wanted not to have to deal with,
as for the others, i know what you mean and i have been trying to think about how to tell her but I'm trying to take my time, she's sorta sensitive, like she's really stung cus i think she is trying to hide her true self sometimes and i don't wanna freak her out, i know it makes her sound sorta like a bad un-understandign person, but she isn't...as for the panic attacks i know i need to just try and control myself, btu sometimes its bad enough to the point i nearly black out....so I'm really worried, my self-confidence is a real problem and when people tell me I'm better then i say i am i always end up putting myself down cus its what i am used to, i just have trouble accepting or trying to be what i truly could be, if that makes any sense at all
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i agree that even false confidence would be good, and i have been trying to build it up but its hard, i was bullied and pushed around all my life, so being worthless is like second nature to em now and its hard to change that after so long,
yes it does tear me up to see her with someone else, i am very happy that she is happy, but i hate myself cus she told me herself that at one point she could imagine us together, and the fact that id dint act on it back then kills me more then anything else....
and guys thx for the support, just the idea of support is helpful to me...and helps me calm down and figure stuff out.
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the fact si right now I'm stuck into a really hard position, first of all a while back like 2 years now i fell deeply in love with this girl, she was amazing (to me attest) and i never acted on it, we are still friends but I'm more like a brother to her now then anything (her exact words) and she is in a relationship with another friend of mine. i still feel deeply for her but i accepted that she is out of my reach and act the part of a loving brother now, always there for support in her problems. apart form that i now once again have stonrg feelings for this other girl, she is strong confident and everything I'm not, you could pretty much describe my life with the socially awkward penguin Meme. the thing is i really like her and i really like hanging out with her, but i have close to panic attacks when I'm in crowds of people, she dislikes hanging out with me in small troops let alone 1-1 and i get so flustered around her i feel like an idiot and bail out 1/2 the time.
im not sure what I'm expecting by posting here, just please don't tell me this is useless and a wast of my time and stuff like that, the last thing i need is some 10 year old idiot who doesn't even understand what its like to be in my position ripping on me cus he thinks he is lord of the internet even tho in reality he's probably more pathetic then me. no offence to anyone but thats how i feel.
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i sorta like that idea
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sorry why do you have to ***** about my spelling? ever think i was maybe just tired and typing fast?
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who says it wasn't XP
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i never said they had to be exclusive and really i don't GAF, notch can do what he wants...give us capes? cool, don't? cool I'm down for that too, what i would truly like is taller space for you hat....
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yeh..what he said makes sense...
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i don't think its so much difficult to code (since they pretty much already did it) as much as notch wants to keep capes as a special prize for certain people and events (IE minecon)
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also i speak english and french fluently..dunno how much it would help but its good to point out :smile.gif: