One thing you could count on, you push a man too far, and sooner or later he'd start pushing back.
You play, you pay, you *******.
There was no glory in this. I hadn't asked for this crap. Trouble had come to me, in big dark swarms. The good and the just, they were like gold dust in this city. I had no illusions. I was not one of them. I was no hero. Just me and the gun, and the crook. My options had decreased to a singular course.
After Y2K, the end of the world had become a cliché. But who was I to talk, a brooding underdog avenger alone against an empire of evil out to right a grave injustice. Everything was subjective. There were only personal apocalypses. Nothing is a cliché when it's happening to you.
You'd find that Lady Luck was really a hooker, and you were fresh out of cash.
He was trying to buy more sand for his hour glass. I wasn't selling any.
So much for being subtle.
The trick in my situation is that there was no trick, no matter what the movies tell you. No rules, no secret mantra, no road map. It wasn't about how smart or how good you were. It was chaos and luck, and anyone who thought different was a fool. All you could do was to hang on madly, as long and hard as you could.
I used to feel like this, but that was part of my social phobia. It was the feeling that, no matter where I went or what I did, someone was watching what I was doing and judging me based on those actions.
Imagine you're walking down a road and everyone is looking directly at you. Every who can be watching you is watching you. Every one of them is judging you, taking notes. If you somehow perform outside of their expectations, they'll remember you forever and think less of you for it.
Imagine sitting in a class where all of your fellow students are watching you. Say you did badly on an assignment that just got handed back. They all see how badly you did and make a mental note to think less of you because of it. Their memory of you and this moment will never fade.
Imagine being terrified of letting other people see your flaws. Imagine attempting to hold a perfect facade by suppressing emotion, telling lies, and limiting contact. Imagine hiding who you really are from everyone because you're afraid they might reject you.
That is what real fear is. That is what I went through for 6 years of my life.
Been going through that for the past 7.
I was like that for a while, then I decided to not care.
Yeah, I felt like that as well. But then I started thinking, why would those people be looking at me? I'm just another face in the crowd, there's nothing special about me. And even if they were watching at me, that would probably be the only time in my life that I would see those people, and even if they would see me again, I doubt they would remember.
I tried to dowload the blender thing but it takes 5 minutes to load then it says internet explorer cannot display it.
First of all, don't use Internet Explorer. Anyway, don't try to open the file with your browser. You have to use a 3D modeling program to open it. The program is called Blender and can be found here: http://www.blender.org/
I think the reason people dislike religion is either because, they don't believe in it, which is fine, but it still doesn't mean you can just act like it's complete nonsense when there still isn't a good theory about where reality came from (Big bang, sure, where'd that first atom come from again?).
And the biggest one being "religion causes wars" but, everything causes wars. Resources cause wars. Politics cause wars. Resources are useful for obvious reasons, politics are necessary for obvious reasons. Religion inspires people, and gives them something to hold onto.
Although the outrageous zealots who scream and yell about how you're going to hell are not okay. Love thy neighbour you asshole.
I dislike religion for the following reasons:
-It has been disproven by science.
-It has no use in modern day life.
-It causes more bad than good.
-It is a HUGE waste of money. (I.E. Vatican)
-People use it as excuses to do things.
-Believers often force it on to other people.
-It holds back science, as their ethics disapprove science.
-It gives people false hope. (Afterlife, they're important, etc.)
-People believe it even though there has been no physical evidence of any deity ever existing.
Eh, there's probably more but I can't think up of any others right now.
Ugh, get over it. 4chan is just another shitty forum. There's no reason to be afraid of it. The only part that MIGHT have been scary was /b/, but nowadays it's just a bunch of 16 year old no-lifers thinking they are cool. Except for the occasional gore thread, which you might find scary, there's nothing special there.
Oh, and the other boards aren't that bad, the people there might be idiots, but hey, try finding a forum without those.
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And everything from Half-Life of course.
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Yeah, I felt like that as well. But then I started thinking, why would those people be looking at me? I'm just another face in the crowd, there's nothing special about me. And even if they were watching at me, that would probably be the only time in my life that I would see those people, and even if they would see me again, I doubt they would remember.
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Yeah-eah-eah, yeah
Vi undrarar ni redo alt vara med
Armarna upp nu ska ni fa se
Kom igen
Hvem som helst kan vara med
(Vara med)
So ror pa era fotter
Oa-a-a
Och vicka era hofter
O-la-la-la...
Gör som vi
Till denna melodi
Oa-oa-a
Dansa med oss
Klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör
Ta nagrå steg at vanster
Lyssna och lar
Missa inte chansen
Nu ar vi har med
Caramelldansen
O-o-oa-oa
O-o-oa-oa-a...
O-o-oa-oa
O-o-oa-oa-a...
Det blir en sensation over alt forstås
Pa fester kommer alla att slappa loss
Kom igen
Nu tar vi stegen omigen
Oa-oa...
Så ror pa era fötter
Oa-a-a
Och vicka era höfter
O-la-la-la
Gor som vi
Til denna melodi
Så kom och
Dansa med oss
Klappa era händer
Gör so vi gör
Tå några steg at vänster
Lyssna och lar
Missa inte chansen
Nu ar vi har med
Caramelldansen
Dansa med oss
Klappa era händer
Gör so vi gör
Ta negra steg at vänster
Lyssna och lar
Missa inte chansen
Nu ar vi har med
Caramelldansen
O-o-oa-oa
O-o-oa-oa-a...
O-o-oa-oa
O-o-oa-oa-a...
Så kom och
Dansa med oss
Klappa era hander
Gör so vi gör
Tå några steg at vanster
Lyssna och lar
Missa inte chansen
Nu ar vi har med
Caramelldansen
Dansa med oss
Klappa era händer
Gör so vi gör
Ta några steg at vanster
Lyssna och lar
Missa inte chansen
Nu ar vi har med
CaramellDansen
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First of all, don't use Internet Explorer. Anyway, don't try to open the file with your browser. You have to use a 3D modeling program to open it. The program is called Blender and can be found here: http://www.blender.org/
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I dislike religion for the following reasons:
-It has been disproven by science.
-It has no use in modern day life.
-It causes more bad than good.
-It is a HUGE waste of money. (I.E. Vatican)
-People use it as excuses to do things.
-Believers often force it on to other people.
-It holds back science, as their ethics disapprove science.
-It gives people false hope. (Afterlife, they're important, etc.)
-People believe it even though there has been no physical evidence of any deity ever existing.
Eh, there's probably more but I can't think up of any others right now.
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Oh, and the other boards aren't that bad, the people there might be idiots, but hey, try finding a forum without those.
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I agree with you.
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