after i steal the rope i tie it into a slipnot and head to lexis high on painpills and drunk of whiskie "teach her to fu*k with me"i think entering through the gates and entering the house heading to the balcony
"i cant be here anymore, there's nothing here for me but hate and pain" i think clenching my side then it comes to me i head to the hardware store to buy rope
its like i was invisible she kissed him right in front of me and left, f*ck her, im leaving the pain that kane gave me returns to my body as i leave her house unnoticed "cant believe i fell for her i knew it was way to good to be true" i think entering town
i walk into lexis room and tom is there im ed off and extreamily unstable high off the pain pills "w...wh..at is he doing here lexi" i say falling back first onto the wall sliding down at least im not hurting...
i hear some nosie out side so i go on the balcony and i see kane lexi and tom "lexis half dead and kanes here, i ing hate him why cant he just leave lexi alone why does he have to do this i just hope she will survive" i say with a tear
i arrive at the house late for what ever that ******* kane wanted from her im thinking im my head "please dont die i cant be alone in this world not anymore..."
i ask him the normal questions like "hey how ya been?" then i tell him that i was going to marrie her then i leave headed 2 her house shes going to say no...as i think of things i want to tell her
i hope she reads that message as i head to the grave yard remembering what is said "meet u at the house im going to go see my family, btw hurry up and get home so i can marrie u" i smile at the thought of marring her cause i saw it all the whole thing and after us with a family then the thought fads fast when i get to the grave he would just tell me i could never have a family,
were waiting outside "shes mad at me, after i just got that mother fu*ker off her and i was just about to propose, she would have said no anyway, u were right dad, i wont ever find true love" i turn and look at her, "take this" i say giving her the box "ill leave u alone now but i just wanted to say, i love u and im sorry mabey time will bring us together again, lets hope u dont read about me in the news.." i turn around and fade into the darkness
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"i cant be here anymore, there's nothing here for me but hate and pain" i think clenching my side then it comes to me i head to the hardware store to buy rope
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