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    posted a message on Anxiety Disorders...?
    Quote from CosmicSpore »
    Quote from Krondelo »
    Anyway I guess I'm going to have to see a therapist/doctor, or a psychiatrist. My problem is, I really despise anti-depression drugs they make me feel weird, has anyone else struggled with anxiety? Has anyone overcome it without the use of meds?

    HELP, this is ruining my life!


    Well, I have somewhat overcome certain anxieties I've had, to a point...
    Although, I never had any anxiety as bad as you described. I've never thrown up because I was nervous. I've felt sick before, but that's as far as it got.

    I think what you must first do is find out WHY you have anxiety over travelling. There is an underlying psychological mechanism there that activates your anxiety response. If you deal with that issue, you may be able to overcome the anxiety to the point you no longer have physical reactions to the idea of travelling.


    Thats the sad thing, I have disconnected with almost everything. I like to stay at home, and part of it started from being lazy and not wanting to do things when I could just relax at home. Because I got this way today because I'm getting married, but we are just officiating it so its not a huge wedding or anything, I mean I'm not even nervous now. So somewhere along the way, my brain has learned to deal with everything that way, its like fight or flight you know?

    I have tried to help myself get through this quite a few times and I am realizing I can't do it on my own, I can't overcome the power my brain has over me. The more I try and not think about it, it gets worse. At this point I feel I need extensive therapy. Pray for me.
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    posted a message on Anxiety Disorders...?
    Hey guys, I have known about this problem for a while, but today I realized how serious my problem is. Anytime I have to do something, especially travel. The night before I'm fine, but I wake up and immediately get a nervous feeling in my stomach. I try and fight it but its just gets worse, I start to win, feel normal, then it shoots right back into me like lightning, this goes on until I can't take it anymore and I throw up. Usually it gives me diarhhea too.

    After I throw up I tend to dry heave a bit and once that exhausting ordeal is over I feel better, but it doesn't last. This cycle repeats, sometimes It doesn't go away for hours. Then later times when I dry heave my face trembles and I feel shaky like I'm going to pass out, but not quite. Even when I tell myself I have nothing to be nervous about, it doesn't help.

    Anyway I guess I'm going to have to see a therapist/doctor, or a psychiatrist. My problem is, I really despise anti-depression drugs they make me feel weird, has anyone else struggled with anxiety? Has anyone overcome it without the use of meds?

    HELP, this is ruining my life!
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    posted a message on lucid dream
    Quote from tonbonthemon »
    Quote from Felthat »
    Last time I had one was kinda dissapointing. I realised I was sleeping, thought **** YEA, LUCID DREAM, CAN DO WHATEVS I WANT.

    Tried to fly, nope.

    Tried to teleport, nope.

    Tried to do anything fun... nope.

    "This is kinda boring. Might as well wake up."

    Woke up.



    Are you serious? This may sound bad but the first thing I do when I figure out I'm lucid is look for the first hot girl to have some fun with if you know what I mean

    Sigh

    foreveralone


    Want to know something funny... that was how I became lucid, was wanting women. Then I became aware, so I would look for them, I find them 99% of the time but this one dream I had was empty. I wanted to do something but I couldn't muster anything up at all, except a bunch of doors, so I opened them one by one. A lot of them were just empty. One contained only a coat rack with a weird ass mask on it. I tried it on and looked in the mirror and it looked like me, but something was off ( couldn't recall, I just looked weird I guess) Then I opened a door and there was a pool. I dove in, swam up on a girl from below like a shark... strange dream indeed.


    EDIT: Check it out, my post count is the date. 5/11 and it is my birthday!
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    posted a message on what's your favorite browser?
    CHROME FTW! Can't believe I wasn't using it sooner.
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    posted a message on I think something bit me... ?
    Quote from Eion_Kilant_739 »
    You should not have scrached the itch, now you are suffering for your weakness.


    lol! I didn't know at first it seemed as just an itch.

    Anyway pictures wouldn't do much, its just a small red spot on my foot. Anyway I think it may have been a chigger, I washed it with hot water and put nail polish on it to sufficate anything. It actually feels better too, thanks for the replies!
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    posted a message on I think something bit me... ?
    So my foot has been hurting for the last hour, its not really painful. But my foot started to itch in one small spot towards the front, now its a bit red and it kind of feels like something may have bit me. I was outside for a long time earlier today with flip flops on and that spot on my foot happened to touch the concrete outside a couple times.

    Anyway I'm not that worried but I am starting to wonder if maybe I shouldn't ignore it, I'm afraid it might be chiggers, or something bad though!

    Any thoughts/advice?
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    posted a message on Is clay REALLY that rare?
    @OP - Texture PACK¿?

    Clay isn't all too rare for me, buts it not common I find it either. Then again, I don't wander a ton, but I do move.
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    posted a message on Our town lost someone today...
    Quote from Remain »
    A person that went to my High School, was bullied and picked on a lot, and he couldn't apparently take it anymore, so he took his dads gun and shot himself... I knew him too, And I just feel awful. I can never go a year without losing someone.. How was everyone else's days?


    Yeah I am disgusted by the behavior of children and adults alike. I'm tired of people being bullied I think you should try and do something about it in his honor. R.I.P.
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    posted a message on What game are you playing right now?
    I was playing Portal 2 but I beat it. SO I guess its back to DeathSmiles.
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    posted a message on What's your favorite Singer/Band?
    In no particular order.
    Since were talking singers here...

    Mikael Akerfeldt of Opeth.
    Jonas Renkse of Katatonia.
    Dustin Kensrue of Thrice.
    and Chino Moreno of Deftones.
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    posted a message on im having trouble posting
    got my attention... I was like.. huh?
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    posted a message on What are you reading?
    I was reading The Client- John Grisham, but I got busy a bit after half-way through.
    Last book I read before that was a Jules Vern Novel, I'm sure you could guess it.

    Favorite book though, " The Marching Drum " Louis Lamour' is the author I think. Check it out, its long, but its engrossing and amazing and epic.
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    posted a message on Are you afraid to die?
    Quote from maximdymok »
    I guess I am, but mostly its what's after death that terrifies me. Will there be a new life? Will I remember this one? Is there heaven and hell?


    I guess this was more on the lines of what I was trying to say. I'm terrified to not exist, it just seems so bleak and sad, and scary. At the same time though I suppose I was in that state before, before I was born. Or was I? Maybe I lived in the past, maybe I was even a peasant in the medieval times. That just blows my mind.

    My wife doesn't believe in reincarnation, and I wouldn't say I do in the way indians do. But I don't see how you can't think it might be possible, its impossible to explain, but this is my attempt:
    Its like when you die, you're conscious doesn't cary on, if it did, you would possibly have some vague memory, or some awareness of your transcendence.(possibly, who knows) So anyway, you die, and that person you were, everything about you is gone. Then you are just born again as a someone again.

    EDIT: @ Waratah - Sadly I must say..
    " Every living creature on this Earth dies alone "
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    posted a message on How Addicted To Minecraft Are You?
    I used to smoke Minecraft like it was crack!

    ...now, the urge has diminished and I feel sad ;(
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    posted a message on Notch will add guns, guys...
    Quote from Cookiepuss »
    I don't really see why he wouldn't? Minecraft is already a very organized civilization in many servers I find. Now, keep in mind when I say, "Gun." I am talking about an instrument that shoots something, that has some sort of firing shaft and longer reload time drawbacks. I am not talking about AK-47s or rocket launchers. It makes sense, right? I think it would be fit into the game very easily and be balanced.


    Yeah it does make sense, in fact it makes so much sense that he already did it!

    Its called the bow and arrow. thread/

    EDIT: I see people are already talking about this.
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