I'm sorry...I've never thought your life would be so....Harsh. I once had a dad, too, but He was caring and loving...but he just...disappeared. My mom never told me about him, and I haven't seen my dad in almost 7 years. I feel you man. I'll be your best friend. *Hugs*
Trust me, if you get through this, nothing will be able to get in your way. People who have a hard life early on but cope would obviously find struggles that the normal person faces much easier to handle. All I can really say is good luck.
Hey, I know what it's like to have a rough life. My father provides for the entire family unwillingly since my mother refuses to get a job and wastes all of the money my dad makes at the bar every night. This has caused many feuds, arguments, and just general shizz. But I'm still here, right? I'm not saying I have a worse life then you. I'm sure you wouldn't believe me if I said that anyway. Sometimes, talking to others about their lives makes you realize that yours isn't so bad.
I believe you when you say I won't understand what your life is like. That is most likely true. I can't understand it, as I haven't walked in your shoes.
But just remember, there are plenty of people out there, who if they met you, would be your friend, and help you through tough situations. You just have to reach out and find them.
Also, if you ever want to talk, feel free to pm me at any time. Sometimes you just have to open up and let it all out in order to get back on your feet, and if you need someone to help you do that, I will be that person.
Just stay strong. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. And no, I'm not making a reference to the song, I'm being serious. If you get through this now, when other problems come along down the road, you'll say, "hey, I dealt with this, so I can definitely deal with this new problem.
I wanted to share a little something... , (sorry for typos im just not in the mood to type)
Well, I never liked my family. My dads kinda.... alot? abusive. he'll scream, shout and even hit me when i do the smallest amount of mistakes.. My mom... I love my mom. we meet only (atmost) 2-days in a month. She says she's busy with work and stuff... but i dont buy it. sometimes , with my disability to be silent atleast every-hour of everyday, she'll get mad. because i didnt say a word. not once. i just have nothing to say. alll that needs saying has been said... i have a brother, hes 2 years older than me. he's just like my dad.. everytime we're in a car, backing off, he'll force me to be on lookout for other cars coming at us, if i dont, well . . . he'll beat me up. like everyother day. I dont have much friends, the people i hang out with dont even like me, they think im weird, truth is, im not. im just sane. they dont know what i go through every hour of every day.I moved schools 4 times so far, and im probably moving again this year. Most of my ACTUAL friends are from elementary, i didnt have a phone then when everybody had, so i didnt contact them at all. then graduation came. I lost all my friends. my best friend ... she left without saying bye like she always does. people think we like each other but whats wrong with having a best friend whose the opposite sex? anyways..my parents bought a house, near my school. my parents and i now live in seperate houses. i live with my bro, and maid. i always think of my maid as my actual mum. she practically raised me from birth.
today, and for the next ongoing days. for as long as i live. nobody will understand how i feel.no.not you. dont think you do. YOU DONT. "LIFE" doesnt get better the way you always want it to be, now i live with an abusive brother who acts as if hes my dad, harming me and my maid, watching us burn and not even bother to feel.
anyways... i just wanted to post this because i wanted my New best-friends whom i met online. Thank you.
and goodbye. I guess i may not see you again.
If he is physically harming you and your maid, you really need to call the police. And i read this a lot, and well...cant exactly say anything different than whats been said. BUT! i will say this, you seem like a very cool person my good sir/madam, and it really would suck to lose someone who seems so cool. I dont know if it would help, but feel free to PM me if you wanna talk or whatever.
Although it may not seem like it, there are a lot of people on the internet who are willing to listen to you and give you advice, like those on the Minecraft Forum. Also, you may not have a lot of friends in real life, but as years come and go you will have at least one person out there who can respect you for who you are and help you cope with all of these sorrowful experiences.
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Your life is definitely better than mine, it is really said, no one really cares, you have pretty bad family and stuff. But you have an internet right here, where you can share your thoughts with caring people. *Super hugs*