Well sometimes, although I generally don't go out of my way to bother anyone else/be rude towards others. Problem is I'm not outgoing enough, so the judgement of me is swift and merciless I suppose.
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"A sword yields no power if the person who wields it holds no courage."
I always felt that ever since I got in this Very Rude wiki named Kingdom wiki And everyone there hates me 100%. Now everytime I got a Reply I always feel like it's a Message to hurt my feelings but it's not. I still feel this way even from now.
I don't really think anyone 'hates' me. Some people don't like me I guess but I tend to in general get along fairly well with pretty much everyone, especially in real life. On the internet I sometimes come off a bit abrasive perhaps.
Always.
And "everyone" truly means everyone. I'd love to make more friends, yet I always feel like I'm being harshly judged and looked at a lot less than every other person on earth. Every now and again I even feel my two good friends I've had for years are judging me, secretly hating me. I guess my insecurities are large enough to make myself feel lesser than others no matter what.
Always.
And "everyone" truly means everyone. I'd love to make more friends, yet I always feel like I'm being harshly judged and looked at a lot less than every other person on earth. Every now and again I even feel my two good friends I've had for years are judging me, secretly hating me. I guess my insecurities are large enough to make myself feel lesser than others no matter what.
I've felt the same way more than once... My old group of friends actually ended up just splitting essentially in half, and my insecurities were (more or less) realized. Problem was, they had a nasty habit of just constantly making fun of people, even their own friends, about things they either don't understand, or are just doing it just to me unkind (Believe me though, as much I enjoyed being called excrement, solely for creating a gamertag on Xbox that honored an old friend, even though it was a mere misconception on their end, I think things have changed for the better right now).
So our group has essentially split, although we do stay in touch every so often, because they don't necessarily hate me or anything (although one in particular I'm not quite sure of...), but just figured I'd be easy to pick on instead of anyone else (there is a bit more to this, but I can't exactly compact a few years of events very easily to even stay remotely relevant to the topic here).
Point being, just tough it out, and if your insecurities end up being more realistic than they appear to be, do what you've gotta do to resolve that situation. Otherwise, just keep having a good 'ol time with your friends.
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"A sword yields no power if the person who wields it holds no courage."
I've felt the same way more than once... My old group of friends actually ended up just splitting essentially in half, and my insecurities were (more or less) realized. Problem was, they had a nasty habit of just constantly making fun of people, even their own friends, about things they either don't understand, or are just doing it just to me unkind (Believe me though, as much I enjoyed being called excrement, solely for creating a gamertag on Xbox that honored an old friend, even though it was a mere misconception on their end, I think things have changed for the better right now).
So our group has essentially split, although we do stay in touch every so often, because they don't necessarily hate me or anything (although one in particular I'm not quite sure of...), but just figured I'd be easy to pick on instead of anyone else (there is a bit more to this, but I can't exactly compact a few years of events very easily to even stay remotely relevant to the topic here).
Point being, just tough it out, and if your insecurities end up being more realistic than they appear to be, do what you've gotta do to resolve that situation. Otherwise, just keep having a good 'ol time with your friends.
Thanks LoneWolfe - I've just been trying to ignore my thoughts and try to have the funnest time possible. I want to be able to not have to worry about my insecurities with them at all, but I don't think that'll happen. Even if my insecurities turn out to be completely realistic, I'd feel even worse about myself when I no longer keep in contact with said friends because I'll find a way to blame it on myself. Somehow. But I suppose that'll never change. I'll just have to put up with it until it grows out of me.
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Sometimes when in public I get the feeling people are hatefully judging me. Probably because I'm very quiet so I feel they are thinking why I'm so quiet. Pretty sure none of them genuinely hate me though.
However, I'm pretty sarcastic irl and can unintentionally be a bit of a douche. So they might. According to someone I know, it's apparently hard to tell if I'm being serious or not.
same. But if someone is being rude to you, ignore them it is the easiest thing to do. I do not hate you at all. Most people most likely don't. It's just people now a-days are not considerate of others. Sadly that is how our society is today, I wish it could change but I do not see that happening. :/
I always think everyone is secretly ill-judging me XD In real life I have a lot of people who don't like me just because I'm me, I could never have even spoken to them but they won't like me.
I remember the first forum I was ever on... I was 11 and immature and stupid and facepalm worthy and everybody there made sure I knew it. They'd insult me continuously and being an 11 year old I wouldn't know how to react. They all hated me and somebody on there hacked me for the sole purpose of getting me banned permanently. To this day, they use my name as a sort of swear I think XD I also read one thread where they basically called me less than human a long time ago.
...So I fled here to this forum and now I love everybody here XD It's been 4 years since then, so I've matured just a little
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Sometimes I dress up as Slender Man and sneak up on people at night.
IRL, No, I did know some guy who hated me, But I didn't even know why? I didn't even talk to him once 0.0
Internet, Occasionally, But I barely get that vibe.
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I totally Fled That Wiki and Ignored it for the Rest of my life
in real life, yes
on the internet, not as much, i guess
And "everyone" truly means everyone. I'd love to make more friends, yet I always feel like I'm being harshly judged and looked at a lot less than every other person on earth. Every now and again I even feel my two good friends I've had for years are judging me, secretly hating me. I guess my insecurities are large enough to make myself feel lesser than others no matter what.
I've felt the same way more than once... My old group of friends actually ended up just splitting essentially in half, and my insecurities were (more or less) realized. Problem was, they had a nasty habit of just constantly making fun of people, even their own friends, about things they either don't understand, or are just doing it just to me unkind (Believe me though, as much I enjoyed being called excrement, solely for creating a gamertag on Xbox that honored an old friend, even though it was a mere misconception on their end, I think things have changed for the better right now).
So our group has essentially split, although we do stay in touch every so often, because they don't necessarily hate me or anything (although one in particular I'm not quite sure of...), but just figured I'd be easy to pick on instead of anyone else (there is a bit more to this, but I can't exactly compact a few years of events very easily to even stay remotely relevant to the topic here).
Point being, just tough it out, and if your insecurities end up being more realistic than they appear to be, do what you've gotta do to resolve that situation. Otherwise, just keep having a good 'ol time with your friends.
Thanks LoneWolfe - I've just been trying to ignore my thoughts and try to have the funnest time possible. I want to be able to not have to worry about my insecurities with them at all, but I don't think that'll happen. Even if my insecurities turn out to be completely realistic, I'd feel even worse about myself when I no longer keep in contact with said friends because I'll find a way to blame it on myself. Somehow. But I suppose that'll never change. I'll just have to put up with it until it grows out of me.
However, I'm pretty sarcastic irl and can unintentionally be a bit of a douche. So they might. According to someone I know, it's apparently hard to tell if I'm being serious or not.
I always think everyone is secretly ill-judging me XD In real life I have a lot of people who don't like me just because I'm me, I could never have even spoken to them but they won't like me.
I remember the first forum I was ever on... I was 11 and immature and stupid and facepalm worthy and everybody there made sure I knew it. They'd insult me continuously and being an 11 year old I wouldn't know how to react. They all hated me and somebody on there hacked me for the sole purpose of getting me banned permanently. To this day, they use my name as a sort of swear I think XD I also read one thread where they basically called me less than human a long time ago.
...So I fled here to this forum and now I love everybody here XD It's been 4 years since then, so I've matured just a little
Internet, Occasionally, But I barely get that vibe.
This is a legacy account, meaning it is no longer active