Well it's probably going to end in a bloodbath, but I should probably set things straight.
Harassment seems to be the new reason I was banned, which suggests I was following people around pestering them or something.
I'm not going to contend with that because apart from continuing an uphill struggle that there's nothing to gain from, that's the way you've collectively decided to do things.
However, important things I have picked up on that have been swept under the carpet that I feel I should address (so at least someone did.)
This was apparently an acceptable reason to join the clan:
Reaves, on 24 February 2013 - 06:08 PM, said:
This was apparently an acceptable way for a moderator to behave:
PoW who at the start, was a very successful clan that was coming along very nicely until Valdrec used tricks and lies and made me believe everyone wanted him to be king, which I was foolish in believing(Even Myaskill warned me about him when he applied) I tried to reason with him and proposed making a council, but he denied everything as he wanted power, so he created League of Steel which quickly crashed and burned.
Reaves, on 24 February 2013 - 09:22 PM, said:
You're a fool Valdrec,
GET IT THROUGH YOUR THICK HEAD!
You really are a devious one, nobody is going to feel sorry for you, you are as Milissa says " He can be an arrogant prick" she said that over Teamspeak to me a few minutes ago, please stop, this is not going to work.
Reaves, on 25 February 2013 - 08:15 PM, said:
only to be called corrupt by some arrogant ass?
That drew the line with me, I was already in bad humor but then he claimed that I was out to ban him and that I was corrupt, I mean, how could I not be mad at that?
Overwhelmingly, people are making posts and comments like this:
I highly doubt you're that depressed that some random strangers over the internet dislike you.
KokoroHart, on 26 February 2013 - 09:06 PM, said:
I was proven wrong in trusting him a few times but kept giving him the benefit of the doubt because I'm a cool person like that (
From the people who did remain my friend's I've heard that people often have discussions about me, calling me Valdemort (I lol'd) and claiming that I'm often missread (which I agree with) and my attempts to get people to like me and doing nice things are just me actually being evil and sinister, that I'm scary because of how smart I am and able to turn a situation around.
And I figure that's the real reason I was banned. People were scared of me. When I joined the server with the intention of befriending people and helping them forgive the past, I started a losing battle, because the more successful I was, the faster I was damning myself. Case and point, when I became AM, people went nuts. And when you, as a group, as a community start getting scared of the unknown, or afraid of success or intelligence, you open a way of behaving that can end very darkly.
Don't come together because of your joint hatred of me, come together because you enjoy each other.
Don't mix rational decisions with emotional ones. Decisions like removing someone from a game should be because of rational reasons (I'm not saying there was no rational in removing me, but the events that lead to it were definitely not.) I'm going to get a huge angry backlash from Reaver, but he does make a very good example of the point I'm trying to make. No one should have got that angry about someone else, such as stooping so low as to say something like bullying doesn't hurt affect me, when they were once told in confidence that I have had serious problems with bullying as a child.
I've found another server, and I'm enjoying my time there. I've come to terms with the fact that I won't be coming back. Not again. I'm not here to guilt trip you (though some sympathy would understandably be welcome) or "trick" you into taking me back, I'm telling you that the next time you have a problem with someone, don't handle it the way you handled this case.
Also worth noting this will be my last post here.